Obsession

I firmly believe that playing music can always make someone feel better/great. Play on

Freedom

To a musician, the act of listening to certain sounds/arrangements that resurface unwanted memories is one of the most painful and claustrophobic things one can endure, however; it must be done. One cannot let another being or tragedy take the precious gift of creating and appreciating music. A new approach should be taken. Listen to that same sound and rejuvenate it's beauty by assigning it to a much more enjoyable moment. Music should never be buried.

Lights out

Home. No parties. No bars. No shopping centers. No loud obnoxious people. Just home.

Black Moth Super Rainbow

http://youtu.be/dPO2lz7vICY

Jessica

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-4YQbPy_zY&sns=em

Life

I've been having really intense moments of missing Wendy more often than not. I miss her a lot. I miss her too much, sometimes.

h-life

"But the thing about privilege is that the more you have of it, the less you remember it's there."- Alexandra Kimball

All-Stars

List of people that I admire in no particular order

Marcus Green
Rosemarie Medina
The Lesbian Nation
Jim Sellers
Christopher Lujan
Wendy Lee Hirata
Grandpa Papa Pancho

More to come...

Test 1, testing

We've yet to karaoke together

Update: We have since karaoke'd

Soul suck Rs

Some people suck the soul out of you... for no god-fucking given reason.

Vices were created to distract you with bigger problems.

Notes

Music is like a dog, feed it, train it, love it--It will never betray you.

Security blanket

People often make drastic artificial changes when they experience a life altering event. Clothes, shoes, hair, pounds--we're still the same beneath it all.

Not feeling it

I'm not sure that I want kids, but I wish I was sure about my decision now. If I was absolutely certain that I didn't want kids I would have a hysterectomy. Being a woman comes with its disadvantages, really painful, irritatingly consistent ones. I'm not going to lie and preach the whole "being a woman is a blessing" bs. Who are we kidding? Women are just being good sports. Sometimes I think life would have been much easier for me had I been born male. Who ever rolled the dice in the game of my life really f*cked up.

Fret

I haven't touched you because you depress me.

Liquid Courage

The more I try to come up with words that sound meaningful the less I believe they are truthful.

Golden Pencil

I use to resent the privileged for not having to struggle financially, I don't anymore. The greatest reward is accomplishing something and having a true sense of reality while doing so. We cannot dwell on those who don't understand or are out of touch with the rest of the world. I see it as an advantage. Don't sit and complain, suck it up and move on. We will win, there is no other option.

Rain drops

My kind of weather

Magic fairy

I'm not inspired!!! Please come to me!!!

Pre fection

If I didn't have a job, I would do the following all day everyday.

1. Wake up and go running
2. Cook yummy breakfast
3. Go to the park and read a book
4. Play music
5. Bake cupcakes, cookies, sweets
6. Eat a homemade salad
7. Spend time with friends
8. Rollerskate
9. Watch a movie
10. Go to school
11. Go watch the LA Phil
12. Take a trip solo
13. Learn to crotchet... Nm
14. Leave here

Crazy

I'm cleaning out the madness today... Let's see how far I can go